what? Can you please explain?
She is not “my girl.”
She belongs to herself. And I am blessed, for with all her freedom, she still comes back to me, moment-to-moment, day-by-day, and night-by-night.
How much more blessed can I be?By Avraham Chaim, Thoughts after The Alchemist (via petitedino)
Whenever I talk about my days in porn and my experiences, there is a moment where I sigh and smile. I will comment that I would like to get back into Kink.com and more Fetish modeling if I had time. But, I often remind myself because I would prefer a more stable life, that’s the reason I didn’t pursue it.
However, I get people comment about how, “You are better than that. I shouldn’t do it.”
Often times, I want to give them a big FUCK YOU.
I understand for most women I see in talks shows or in the media where they talk about the exploitations they experience, this career path can be damaging.
Well, it wasn’t for me.
I will raise my chin up high and tell people how being a fetish model and doing porn helped me.
I learned to love my body, I met amazing people, and I got to learn the variety of ways I can pleasure myself. Oh yeah, it kept food on the table.
And, as I said, I have met some extraordinary people. By saying, “I am better than that.” when it comes to doing adult work, is insulting to my friends.
The only time I have ever felt the slightly…teeny…millimeter of shame of what I have done is when couples have broke up because of my work. I have had jealous girlfriends use me for a reason to why their relationship has ended with their men…